yeah well i hate girls. i’ve come to the conclusion that i have 3 friends.. thats all. this whole thing that happened with alyssa, samantha and i. got so fucking outa control its not even funny! well i have a whole list of people that hate me now and i am so pissed. no one that hates me has cared to ask what my side of the story is, or why i stopped being nice to her. and yeah u know what fine her family doesnt like me, i totally understand that, i wouldnt like me either, but im fucking getting threatened behind my back and thats not even right! i shouldnt feel uncomfortable going to school because of this shit! and u know what i wouldnt even care if alyssa wanted to jump me, cuz it is between us, but her sister and im pretty sure cousin does! and it wasnt there fight! im glad that alyssa has ppl that care that much about her, but thats going alittle far! o yeah and now people that i’ve met once dont fucking like me! and they’re judging me on this! thats so not fair! and like i fucking said they dont know my side of the story! and they’re like jumping to conclusions and shit! i mean i knew that high school was gonna be full of drama but this is fucking overboard. my mom threatened to pull me outa school if shit doesnt calm down, so i cant even talk to her about this and it fucking sucks. i dono, maybe i should just let her pull me outa school, i mean whats the point in going when im always looking over my shoulder!? w/e...
xoxo
*me*

The Soundtrack to Your Life Survey

Make a soundtrack for your life, matching songs with the following:

Opening song: sunshine-lea and lil flip

Waking up: flavor of the week-american hi*fi

First date: first date-blink 182

First kiss: into you-fabulous and ashanti

Falling in love: smile-g.unit

Seeing an old love: so gone-monica

Heartbreak: breakdown-maria carey

Driving fast: la la-ashlee simpson

Getting ready to go out: bounching off the walls-sugarcult

Partying with friends: tootsie roll-69 boys

Dancing at a club: freak*a*leek-petey pablo

Flirting: splash waterfalls-ludacris

Feeling sexy: goodies-ciara

Walking alone in the rain: rain on me-ashanti

Missing someone: officially missing you- tamia

Playing in the ocean: ocean avenue-yellowcard

Summer vacation: scotty doesnt know-lustra

Fighting with someone: cold hard bitch-jet

Acting goofy with friends: lady marmalade-mya, christina a, pink and lil kim

Thinking back: now that your gone-smilez and southstar

Feeling depressed: reason for breathing-babyface

Christmas time: santa baby-marilyn monroe

Falling asleep: gotta be-b2k

Closing song: i want you to want me-letters to cleo


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well now, i have updated in like a week! a few things have happened. lets see...

well on thursday I QUIT FOOTBALL! gayest f*ing thing ever! it totally sux cuz i really like being a manager, but shit i hate drama so much and thats all there was! ok this is what happened... well me and samantha dont always get along with alyssa for our reasons! and so we did something and it must have pissed her off, so she was talking to her cousin about it, whos varsity manager, and she told quilling about it, whos head football coach, and he yelled at us. he was like blah blah blah u guys need to get along, blah blah blah but then he was like im mainly talking to u (pointing to me) and i was like exuse me? fuck u! and according to some of the players the coaches say that alyssa was the only one who did anything and that me and samantha were only there for the boys. WHY THE FUCK ELSE WOULD I BE THERE? TO STARE AT THE FUCKING GRASS!? jesus lol BUT me and samantha did do shit, just as much as alyssa, so w/e they can shove it up their asses! so yeah i quit, i dont feel comfortable around ppl that i dont think like me, and it seems pretty clear to me that the coaches dont! AND THEN ontop of all that shit, alyssa sisters hate me now! which is really great. NOT. especially the part where they want to kick my ass! o joy! and beth told galene that i talk to much shit about her... I HONESTLY HAVE NEVER SAID N/E THING ABOUT HER! i have no reason to! and it just pisses me off that someone told her that i did, or gave her that idea! GOD! i hate f*ing drama! and i got sucked up into it! SO I QUIT! just to get away from it all... hopefully it'll all calm the fuck down by the time school starts!

well i went to the movies friday, hung out with tony! that put me in a better mood cuz i was upset about football. i think mainly cuz samantha REALLY didnt want me to quit, and i did. so i was saddened by the fact that i saddened her, and that i quit something that i really liked but it was the best decision for me!

then saturday i didnt do much at all, went to claires.. got new rings and a pretty pink fluffy pen witha big 'j' on the top! hehe sunday morning i went to galenes, we went shopping, i got a blue skirt, a gray long sleve shirt, and a white cami, OO and this really cute purse (like i needed another f*ing one! this made #13! god help me! lol) and then i spent the night at galenes! i havented spent the night there in FOREVER! so i was glad that i did! now im home... sitting on my butt! well this entrys SUPER long! so im outie!
xoxo
*me*

kristin i <3 u! we need to hang out and go bowling! ::guterball:: but until then keep ur song off the monkey!!!

lol well samantha calls me that becuase i always have to have my way! haha its not my fault im spoiled lol n/e ways... today was GAY! (hey that rhymed!) well lets see, i got up for football, and my mom was like 'your not going to football, im sick of you going to bed at 3 and waking up at 5 and then getting home from football and sleeping for the rest of the day! you need to get back on a normal schedule, so when you do you can start going back to football' i was soooo mad, and i was like fine w/e. so then at 12 samantha called me and was like football has something at 4, so we went there, and they were getting their jerseys, and they had to do this fundraiser thing! so kelly hunter and phillip wanted me samantha and alyssa to help them. so we went with them to silver oak and helped them sell that crap. it was soooo boring. gah i did not want to walk everywhere! but samantha had fun! right! lol n/e ways i think thats all for now!
xoxo
*me*

i was sad that i didnt get to talk to tony today

lol well i didnt know what to call this entry, so i just wrote what was on my water bottle.

lets see.... yesterday we had football @ 7 in the fricken morning! gah and its until 2 now... and its effing hott out there! k im done complaining.. but n/e ways after football yesterday i went over to samanthas to spend the night, and then kenzie called and wanted to know if we wanted to go to the gym with her, so we did... wow i havent worked out in sooo fricken long haha but it was fun! then me and samantha went back to her house and were VERY hyper! at like 10 we went and layed on her side walk next to the street lol and waited for the meteor shower... but we were on the phone the whole time we were out there, so we didnt say n/e shooting stars! haha

we got in an arugement with lyssa.. its gay, but i dono.. she wants to know why we've been so like irrated with her, and we told her.. and then she didnt like it. but o well, she needed to know. so yeah...

then we had football again this morning. what a long day. i dont understand how the football players can put up with running around out there for like 6 hrs! i mean i cant stand walking back and doing f*ing errands... and they're out there running around. gah poor kids. lol, we should have like 5 o'clock practices.. it would be cooler out! but w/e we're inside atleast half the time so it works. hm.. thats about it, so im outie
xoxo
*me*

well it seems that acording to some ppl im 'shallow' and 'insesitive' wtf ever i dont HAVE to be fucking nice to everyone and i dont have to fucking please everyone so get the fuck over it. god i think im just pissed that someone that i thought was one of my good friends would say something like that about me but u know what w/e. fuck u... im out
xoxo
*me*

well! after i wrote that other entry earlier i managed to fall back asleep like an hour later! and then i got up at 11:30! well then at 12 samantha called me and told me we had football today, and i was like no we dont! and she was like yeah we do. so it turned out that we had to go help out with that free physical crap at the h.s.! so we went to samanthas at 2:30 and we went to the h.s. at 3! and we knew that we had to help set up, but we figured after we did that we could leave when physicals started @ 5, but NO of course not! we had to help w/ the fricken physicals. so me and sam had to sit by the door for 3 hrs and show ppl were to go and make sure that everyone had a packet to fill out! gah! how gay! well then lyssa left a fricken hour early and told me and sam to stay and help clean up! i was like um ok? but w/e! it wasnt that bad and atleast sam and i are on franks good side! so w/e lyssa can be like that! fine with me! well im outie.
xoxo
*me*

wow, it is 7:40 in the morning and i got up at quarter to 7! blah! thats very amazing for me, im never up this early! well at 7 i called samantha and woke her up! im sry! lol all i meant to do was leave her a voicemail but its not like she cared! haha sleep, who needs it. lol my ever so wonderful saying. well im coloring in mine and sams o so great coloring book cuz im cool like that! but u know samantha, i gotta practice if we're gonna make the next mona lisa!!! lol cuz im not gonna make it throught journalism in college! haha or thats what i think? not a very posotive attitude but o well!

well this weekend samantha and i babysat my bro friday night cuz my parents went to dinner w/ like 20million relatives in reno and no way in hell was i gonna go and have a bunch of ppl go 'aw joslyn i havent seen you in years your really grown up now!' who cares! lol so i was happy with eating pizza and doing 'cool but cruel' things in samanthas words! haha more like the funniest crap ever! right sam? well then we went to the movies saturday since i couldnt go friday. it was cool we saw 'i robot' it was alright i didnt really pay attention cuz i was really hyper and talkative! lol and i think i pissed kristin off haha o well! well im going out with tony! yep we started going out on satuday.

GAH! IM REALL PERTERBED! (wow! big word! dont think i spelled it right tho?) BECAUSE! okay i had $100 in cash on me when i got back from cali from a late grad. check i got! and when i went to the movies saturday i had $85 left so i toook $25 and left $60 at home cuz i hate carring around alot of money cuz ive lost my purse like 50million times! so yesterday i took another $20 and i this morning i went to go get my other $40 cuz im supposed to go shopping today and i cant find it! i have NO clue where i put it in my room! haha i fricken lost $40 dollars! wouldnt be the first time BUT still! gah! so i have no idea what i did with it, and its gay! well thats my little story just thought i'd share. ((yawn)) well i think im gonna try to go back to bed! goodnight.. or morning or w/e!
xoxo
*me*

well ive had that song stuck in my head for about a week! lol i got back from cali today. i had been there since saturday. man was i bored! i was so homesick! lol 300miles away without n/e form of communication to my posse!!! gahhh i wanted to die! haha BUT I GOT TO GO SHOPPING! lol thats the only thing i ever do nowa days! well im bored so this is what i did in cali

*saturday-drove there... had dinner w/ my grandparents (o joy)
*sunday-went to a fricken crystal party! OMG SO BORING! but i got a new tea light lamp! lol
*monday-WENT SHOPPING! whoo hoo! lol
*tuesday-went to this place called wild thingz it has like tigers and lions and u go take a tour of all the animals lol my bro wanted to go!
*wendesday-drove home! yay!!

and here i am! well when i got home i called SAMANTHA LYNN!! and i sucked on a BLOW POP! hahahahaha
well im outie!
xoxo
*me*

haha! football was soooooooooooooo fun today! wow... boys w/ no shirts on... such a beautiful sight! me and samantha just laid in the grass today and watched them play a game... haha or watched a couple ppl run around. yeah well me and samantha came to the conclusion that i have a thing for quarterbacs! haha and that the reason that im rarely ever single is cause i become HORRIBLE! wow u shoulda heard me out there today... i was like super skank! lol WELL ABBS ARE GREAT!!! YUMMY! lol thats all
xoxo
*me*

wow! this past like week has been akward/crazy/great all at the same time!

ok well i found out this person liked me so i decided to get to know him, but the problem was that my best friend has this major crush on him... so i was like well i cant like him it just wouldnt be fair. but then i had a long talk w/ my best friend and she said that she was totally ok with it! so i was all happy, so today he finally told me that he liked me and i told him i liked him to and it was great! he is sooooooo sweet. and i dono i always have bad luck w/ boys and hopefully it'll change! ya know?

ooo the person that i was talking about in my last entry who was become a total dick was zak burnough. yep i liked him. haha i could kick myself in the ass for that one! but n/e ways we planned on going out but he asked out amanda crowder instead so i could really care less. im glad i didnt go out w/ him cuz i found some better!!!

well thats all for now! i have football tommorow so i should go to bed soon cuz i get up @ 5! blah!!! lol
xoxo
*me*

General Information
State your full name.:	joslyn kuleana bates
Do you like your name?:	yep
If you could change it, would you, and to what?:	nope i dont mind it.. its pretty unique
Tell me your age.:	13 :'( im so young
Relationships/Love
What do you want your wedding to be like?:	romantic! duh
Tell me the perfect setting for when you have sex.:	on the beach! haha
Have you ever been in love?:	nope
Are you in love?:	nope
Your opinions
Rock music is..:	to loud
Pop music is..:	to annoying
Your thoughts on anarchy:	whats anarchy??
Do you believe in God?:	kinda sorta
Favorites
Type of music:	hip*hop
Band:	dont have one
Food:	mexican food!
Thing to do:	SHOP! hang out w/ friends
Thing to say:	o baby yes! haha
Person to talk to:	SAMANTHA
Subject in school:	lunch! haha
Parent:	their equal
Color, and why:	pink.. cuz its so girly!
Author:	mary higgins clark
Book:	i dono?
Candy:	PIXIE STIX!
Last, just random questions and things about you.
Do you like yourself?:	most of the time
What do you like about yourself?:	isnt that a concided question??
What dont you like about yourself?:	i dono... a few things
Can you play any instruments?:	nope
Are you depressed?:	not like seriously but i can be from time to time
Have you ever been suicidal?:	nope
Do you do drugs?:	nope
Do you drink alcohol?:	i have before
Do you miss anyone right now? Who?:	samantah! cuz shes in missouri lol
What do you want to do with your life?:	get a good education and have a good job... like a magazine editor!
What's something you know you want to accomplish before you die?:	um............................thats a good questions, i think about it! lol
Do you think that I love you?:	do i know you???
You best, because I do.

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